Sunday, November 25, 2007

Mind wonder

Let your mind wonder
back to days you found so much fonder.

a time when there was peace instead of war.

a time when love meant so much more.

to a place where the only thing to do
was sit in each others arms,

just me and you.

Deaths ring

The viper’s sting is in my blood,
the vampire’s bite on my neck.

My soul mourns and my heart is crushed,
trampled underfoot by all those around me.

Oh let me die,

let me thrust the knife in my side;
let me fall from the highest mount.

Relies your hold on my life for I no longer want to live it,
let me be to my torment.

Let me give in and let death overwhelm me;
don’t hold me back any more for you only make things worse.

Just relies me please I want to die,
I can’t stand it any longer,

let me give my mind over to darkness,
let my soul go down to the grave,
let the evil within me brake free and dive to the pits of shadows,
only then can I be free.

Why must you linger?
Why must you torture me so?

It was for you tat I would have fought and died for.

Why must you stab me from behind?

I gave you my love, my soul and this is how you repay me?

Dam you, you little heathen.

why won’t you let me go?

Keep me any longer
and you’d wish that Pandora’s Box was reopened
and ever curse in the book bespoken.

Why must you keep your hold?

You little mongrel,
I was born for you, I lived for you,
but now I would rather die without you.

You repaid my love with sorrow and now I dread tomorrow.

Why do you still hold on?

Why won’t you let me go?

Death is all I’m wanting,
is that to much for the asking?

Haven’t I served you enough?

Now let the angels come and take me
to what reward could be waiting.

Let me go, I beg you please,
you only make thing harder and my passion for death stronger.

why must you torture me so?

What have I done to deserve this?

I’ll ask you one more time,
please heed my warning before it’s to late.

Let me go so death can take me to were my brothers are waiting.

Let me go

Closer

Cheer up my friend,
it’s not the end.

The sun will shine again,
And things will turn out better then when they began.

This storm will pass away,
And then you’ll see the light of another day.

Worries and fears will soon be over.

When weir in each other arms,
Holding each other closer.

So far away but never to stay,
Closer we’ll be and forever will it be that way.

Mush

Daughter of the sun.
Sister of the moon.

So sweet and kind,
But still so cruel.

Skin as bright as light,
Clothes as dark as night.

Lips or strawberry cream,
That make me soul scream.

Oh what a sexy thing Mush can be,
To me.

Make u shine

I told you I’d make you famous,
Or at least I’d try.

So wipe those red, tear-stained eyes,
For I’m about to make u shine.

People will start looking at you,
With love instead of hate.

And for those that still think you’re a disgrace,

You can shove the finger in their face,
And yell “fuck you!”

You’ll walk over kings and queens,
Lords and ladies will bend their knee, to your every plea.

With you in the lead,
and me pulling the strings.

You’ll be the most popular girl,
This world has ever seen.

And those that get in your way,
Just punch them in the face and say,“back off!”

The world will soon remember your name,
Cause of all the power you’ll gain.

From the promise I made.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Witchcraft

She sits in her room,
Thats all black.

The demons, you can see them,
Crawling on her back.

In her lap a book,
Of many spells.

But shhh,
Your not supposed to tell.

The cuts in her arm,
The result of this craft.

But still she wants more,
Always more.

For two yeas she went on,
With no one knowing a word.

This witchcraft of hers,
That I find really absurd.

Finally, one day she stopped,
Oh what a relieving thought.

But know the dragon fang,Is on her door.
The enemy won’t take it,Her saying no.

He tries threatening her with death,
But she doesn’t give a heck.

She’s got nothing to live for,
Or so she likes to say.

She’s finished, and that’s final.
God help it not to be just another of her recitals.

Help her not to go to witchcraft anymore.

Hell, help her to throw,
The stupid thing out the door.

It’s a risky game,
And she shouldn't’t be playing it.

Her name is on my heart.
That’s why I wrote this from the start.

I’m trying to help her see,
There is so much more to life,

Then those stupid things.
J.P.G

Scammbled Feelings

Crushed,
Like stone turned to dust.

Shot in the head,
My world falls.

Blood so red,
You can taste it in your mouth.

When my soul is dead,
Remember, to sing and shout.
J.P.G

Undiscovered Spy

Hello and goodbye,
I’m that undiscovered spy.

I’m not here to stay,
I’m just passing threw.

Finding out all I can,
From stupid fools like you.

I know the place of,
Every stone and mouse in the tower.

Every crack and leak,
You have in your shower.

This castle will soon be mine,
There’ll be no way,You could put up a fight.

I’m as swift as the wind,
And as crewel as the night.

I’ll kill every man, woman, and child,
There is in sight.

Why do you think,
I’m hated with so much spit.

I’m the thief in the night,
Yes, the one that stole his wife.

I’m the undiscovered spy,

That’s here to take your life.
I go and I come as I please.

Cause I hate the light,
So I stay out of sight and attack at night.

And anyone that does see me,
Never lives to see another day,

Cause I come and snatch their soul away.

I’m the undiscovered spy,
What more can I say.

I’m here one day and gone the next,
I just love this game I play

J.P.G

Loves Beauty

My love,
your so beautiful.

Like an angel,
That’s been sent for me.
I think of you,and I feel in love.

I hold you,
and I see God's dove.

Your my beacon on light,
in this world of night.

I want to grab you,
and kiss you and always be with you.

Cause I love you,
I can't lie.I can't live without you.

Please my love,
be mine
J.P.G

Gone

I can feel it,
It’s leaving me.
It’s going away,
And I don’t know when it’ll be back.
This is it’s poem farewell,I
t’s poem goodbye.
The gift has come,
And know it must go on.
Following its master,
With her not knowing.

She left,
And now it’s going too.
I can feel it leaving,
The gifts draining away.
It’s leaving,
In fact it’s almost gone.
It just wanted to leave,T
his poem to say goodbye.
And now it’s gone
J.P.G

warning

Tears lost,
By broken hate.
Blood mixed with sorrow,
The warning.
Of a poisonous death.
J.P.G

Used + Abused

A puppet.
That’s all I’ve ever been to you.

A tool.
For you to use and abuse.

Why did I let myself,Be used?
Someone to kiss your butt,And get u stuff.

That’s all I’ve ever been
A servant, a slave,Who was blinded to want to obey.

But I wont be used
,No, not any more.

Go ahead, be a whore,
But I refuse to be used by you .

Go find some other idiot,
To do your work.

But don’t count on me to do it for u,
Not anymore.

J.P.G

Fire + Ice

My feelings for you
Are strange

Like the waves of the ocean
They always change

One day I love you
The next I don’t

I feel I can’t live without you
But then I want to be alone

Sometimes it’s fire
Other times its ice

It hurts me so bad
But also feels so nice

Like a bed of roses
With a dagger in my back

I’d leave you for dead
But then run back

I can’t make-up my mind
How I feel about you

So I’ll leave it at
I love and hate you.

J.P.G

black crows

One black crow

Sitting on a branch
Across the bay

Two black crows

Watching the field
All day

Three black crows

Me-crow
I don’t know what else to say

Four black crows

Loco
People call me psycho

Five, six black crows

They insist
they want to stay

Seven, eight black crows
Here comes a lone crow

nine, ten black crows
I’m deadThey fly in to devour their prey

J.P.G

The Eye

Poetry is an eye
The door to another’s world

Seeing the past + feelings
Without speaking to them a word

The door that hides
So many surprises

The eyes that don’t hold back
From those tear-stained eye-lids

Outside she looks fine
But her poetry never lies

Anger built up
Till their dead without sound

Tears swell up
Their pouring on the ground

The eyes that tell what they heard
But from her hand that wrote every word

Shut the eye
Close the door

Your not worthy
To see anymore

Of the girl that lives
Within my hearts door

J.P.G

Mistress

Living in hell awaiting the day
She comes + fucks your sorrows away.

Mistress of madness, toil, + grief
A angel of love, beauty, + sexuality

Lost in her would with nothing but care
Praying she’ll lick you out of disappear

Her only wish it to please you
They only want to rape + beat you

Stressed + disappeared
You don’t know what to do

Till she comes
+ sexually eases you

She’ll fight away you clouded nights
+ take you away to her bed…

.… of sexual delight
J.P.G

Death

What a beauty what a blessing

the passing of ones soul
to a differen't world.

the glory without pain will come
as the dawn brings up the sun.

the light at the end will soon be brighter
and the feeling in my soul be lighter.

welcome life, welcome death
welcome the life after death.

but for now I'll welcome death,
for my life is but a mess.

pain and sorrow will soon pass away
when death comes to take me away.

oh how long do I have to wait,
for my friend,death, to pass my way?

J.P.G

picked away

people ask me how I feel
and I smile and tell them I'm fine

and they believe me and think I'm for real

but how can I expres how I feel inside
when I feel like a stone ageanst the ocean's tide

my mind crumbles and falls
just like my world around me

there's nothing left inside
but the pain and sorrow that surounds me.

piece by piece I'm being picked away
like chickens not knowing there's a fox in their cage.

as the night, slowly scraps away the sun
so does pain scrap away the man I was to become.
J.P.G

A place to hide

The "Jack" inside has run to hide
and my serious side returns to play

the side that cries 'I don't care if I live or die
cause I'm already dead inside anyway.

with nowhere to hide and this pain inside
I go with the flow as we walk on our way

my foolish side was here for a time
but seriousness was here to stay.

We have nowhere to hide
but we don't care if we live or if we die

weir already dead inside anyway.

You were always worried something was wrong
when my serious side came my way

and you were right all along
but your love was to strong, and kept it at bay.

But now your gone
so it cooly comes along to say

'I knew you were wrong
thow u dinied it all along

but I knew you'd see the error of your ways
so come along, take my hand, and let us go and play.'

But I want to be free
from this pain inside me

I need a place to hide
where seriousness seldoms finds

and there I want to stay.

Give me your love, the touch from above
to keep it again at bay

your love is the thing
that can heal all my stings

and there I long to say
so,please,give you love my way....again.
J.P.G

Picture World

It's amazing what a picture can do
you look at it + it's almost like it's looking through you.

In a time that's no longer now, but before
a person that's not there, but you feel them + know there's more.

My picture world
everywhere I look I see another face looking at me.

A face of a person that's not there or are they,
just unseen by the eyes of me?

In a drawer, on the door, pinned on the wall heck
I even have one on a pillow case.

my head loves to answer that ones call.

A picture world, my picture world
it's everyone that means something to me.

the thought I often stop + ponder is
does anyone have a picture world that has me?
J.P.G

I don't have a name for this one

A smile on everyone’s faces but mine
I just never seem to find the time.

They all have something exciting, something new
All I have it memories of the past, places and you.

Tears pour inside but never come to show
What point is there in crying, no one can ever know.

They’ll never get what there is about me
Causes neither can I… or you.

Just a strange person in this cage of a world
Wincing as the strings of my heart get pulled.

Crawling trying to find a place to hide,
Feeling, scared, confused, and empty inside.

Clawing my face, trying to scrape out the memories
Of the things I used to do, they only make me think of you.

I build my power high,
Jump off and pretend I can fly. when I don’t have wings to try.

Trusting you that you can pull through
But can I trust myself to pull through with you.

Someone had to stay back to hold the evil at bay
If it was a choice between me and you, you know what I’d say.

You run I’ll stay and die so you can get away
I already feel dead anyway.

You just know that I love you
Come what way, and past my dieing day.

Now run away and go somewhere safe
You go I stay, I’ll follow you and be with you someday.
J.P.G

Memory of you

The tears that fell
will fall again

the battle that was over
will again begin.

the sword that was buried
will soon rise.

men will scream, shout,
moan and die.

love found
but lost forever more.

the dragons fang is carved
deap on the door.

rain pours down bitter
burning the hearts and souls of men.

women will cry
weep and moarn.

fires blazede
stroying whats new.

people stand + watch
they don't know what to do.

the seed that was planted long ago
will rise and spring a new.

power, life
a reason to be with you.

this I say, and be it true
cause of my loving memory of you.`
J.P.G